Thursday March 6th, 2014 – Day 32
I haven’t mentioned the gym as of late simply because I am
going. I will mention if I don’t because
that’s the concern, when I stop moving, don’t leave the house. Then
there’s a reason to worry.
I was directed a few months ago to increase one of my
meds. It’s the bi polar medication, the
one that stabilizes the swings.
Considering over the past few months I’ve had some bad lows I figured I
had sat long enough waiting and increased the dose. Now I can’t sit still. I can’t stop picking and chewing, pacing. Up, down, up, down. Tried to read a book. Tried to write. Tried to think. UGH!
I will stay on the new dose only because I feel pretty
normal minded, mood wise. I don’t feel
depressed anyways but high, I might be.
This is the part of this disease that kind of sucks, balancing your
meds.
Yeah, I am high. I
ran into town for corn starch for gravy.
Totally unnecessary but I was determined and the drive, fast. The music, loud. The car dancing, hyper. And I think I talked to 7 people between the
door of the store and the baking aisle to check out. I am high, high performance.
It’s so frustrating that when you don’t take enough of the meds, you are
low. When you take too much, you are
high. t might settle, I hope it does, I will show patience. Going lower on a dose is just as bad if not
worse, triggers a low. UGH!
I will keep ya posted.
How’s your day so far?
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